NOT AMUSED.  at all!!

Thursday evening,  PC now soundly sleeping, I pray.

This has been a VERY stressful day, starting before 6, and suffice it to say pain medications are helping the physical pain, but behaviors becoming more "out of the box", so I ask for petitions of prayerful thoughts and offerings to GOD that the medication and his mind to adjust to these rapid changes.

Today was so like three years ago, only this time no police or EMS, no questioning of me on suspicion of harming my hero. That was a true livid nightmare.

When the obstinate behaviors take over, it  does become a challenge. AND even this humble scrap quilter, who tries to make something beautiful from bits and pieces, is somewhat befuddled today.

Tonight, may just sew random strips together, at least something will be visible and tangible in my world as the rain clouds circle my abode.  Looking out my window, I see such a stillness and amazing gray shades surrounding my world.  Is this symbolic, or a new color scheme for my next project?

Trying to find peace, with random pieces, and the true knowledge that I do not walk this path alone.  And believe that this is my journey, and I must walk it.

 Only with friends, family and my faith community can I even hope to complete this scrappy quilt.  The colors, pieces, pattern and shape are such moving target, who knows what this will turn out to be....piece by piece, bright and dark,  Fun and miserable, light and off centered, just like my existence?

Again, I wish all piece by piece, peace with peace and grace!  Macs